Alyssaaaaaaaaaaaa's ♥: People like you are the reason people like me need medication .

i'm not taking drugs , i'm just sick on my bestf's birthday and it feels like hell (N)

i wish i could hold a birthday cake and sing you a happy birthday song in 3 different language right now infront of you , hug you tight in school and shout happy birthday pek seeeeeee with a big wide smile on my face , tell everyone in school that today is my bestf's birthday don't forget to wish her or i'll kill you , spent the best time with you in the afternoon the way you want it to be and make the best out of today since it only comes one a year , & it's your freaking sweet 16 (!!)

yes , a little bit about this picture whether you like it or not . i think its the best picture we took , it's so meaningful , no ? :) if your wondering , or maybe not , i dont care 'cause it isn't really my point (A) we don't need a man (Y) all we need is each other (Y)(Y) if she was a guy , she'll marry me and i'll be hers (Y)(Y)(Y) if i was a guy , i rather be gay than to marry her (Y)(Y)(Y)(Y) awwwwww , aren't you just so touched ?! oh this is go ~~not me~~ gay , let's move on ...

*changes into sad/emo/innocent mood again , pouts*

but instead , i'm here stuck at home feeling ill , coughing my lungs out with a nose block unableing me to breathe wondering what would happen if i didn't fall sick in the first place , double (N)

i hope i didn't ruin your birthday mood , i hoped you had a blast even without me being by your side on this very special day , i hope today would still give you one of the best memories to remember . i know you had an awesome day 'cause you've been having 12 other awesome birthdays even before we met and i promise you this , because ~~you're my beloved pet²~~ i treat you just like my sister , in the next 12 years and heck yeah more to come , you'll be having me as a bestf to wish you the same thing every year no matter what even if you find it disgusting and sick of it on your birthday to make it beawesome instead of only awesome :D things will get better as it comes alright , i'm not a not naughty girl ;) i can do alot of stuff and you know that *evil laughs* i already mentioned in the text message that i don't have to type you a long long message to show you how much i appreciate/love you as a bestf but still thanks for everything &

HAPPY SWEET AWESOME ROCKING SWEET 16 HONEYDEW :D
YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU , 'NOUGH SAID ♥
p/s : although i already mentioned in the text message that i don't have to type you a long long message to show you how much i appreciate/love you as a bestf but still i think this blog post already did . oh man , i guess i just have to show you how much i appreciate/love you as a bestf :P :P

pp/s : I BET MY PARENTS/SISTER/FAMILY ARE SO FREAKING JEALOUS OF YOU (!!) 'cause i don't go writing such disgusting stuff to them , it's just weird :O

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ANYWAYS ,

School's been fine , homework is killing me ! Gosh :O Had lunch with Enn , Yukai, Kll and Phooi Yee @ Ipoh Chicken Rice after school yesterday . Daddy dropped us off @ SunwayClub to bathe and we went to the library to finish our homework after that :) Got hungry so we had a slice of cheese cake before heading off for tuition @ Sri Setia in the evening , hah :D :D