First day of a whole new chapter of life , it's time to turn over a new leaf .

“ Before you put on a frown , make absolutely sure that there are no smiles available . ”

Hello humans ,

So i figured that i should at least give you a slight update about my first day of school . Well , it's form 4 year aka " don't take it as a honeymoon year joke or you'll regret badly in form 5 year " for us 1994 babies , coughs :( The class list only came out yesterday so basically all the form 4's got to school early today to check out their class list . Well , i'm one of them :O I woke up at 5:30am and reached school at 6:30am , lol ! Was totally lost 'cause i couldn't find any familier faces till i heard terence's voice from somewhere near by , haha . Bumped into eugene , followed by peksi later on :) We gathered in the canteen and waited for futher instructions , the crowd started flowing in and the school was packed with human heads not long after . Since it was raining , perhimpunan was held in the school hall . I can't believe they managed to squeeze in 4 forms into that tiny space , gosh :O Like i've mentioned in facebook - Perhimpunan lasted for atleast 1 hour today , hah ! Swear to god i had leg cramps and nearly fell to the ground , gosh .

Anyways , all of us got seperated into out suitable group of classes based on our PMR results . Mhmmmmm , it's sad you know ? Pfft :'( Since peksee , suemay and xuann got pretty results in PMR , they're in the science classes whereas since i got sucky results in PMR , i'm in class 4P4 together with emin , miyi , quince , waikin , daniel ibanez , kendrick & yucin .

this is eminnney :D

this is miyi & quince :D

the noob one on the left is yucin :D

& this is waikin :D
Sadly , i've got no picture of kendrick & ibanez yet but i'm sure they'll be appearing in my blog anytime soon ! Trust me , teehee :)

I suppose first day of school wasn't that bad , i must admit i expected worst :x I practically spent the whole day sitting in class complaining about how much i dislike this class , how sucky it is , how dirty it is and how badly i want to change class immediatly :O The guys thought i was having premenstrual syndrome and when i told them i'm wasn't they went " Oh gosh , your not having period and your already pms-ing ?! " Argh , losers -__________-

Once again , like i've mentioned in facebook - Every teacher used each period to introduce themselves / giving us instructions on what to do and what not to do / asking us to prepare what books so and so . It's the only thing that pretty much sucked throughout the whole day 'cause it totally kills time , not to mention putting us to sleep . Everyone was practically worn out after recess , urgh . Plus , i don't think anyone is pleased with their class . Hah :) I'm sitting with emin btw , see .

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We got out books too , lol ! Freaking heavy much , will be receiving another two books tomorrow , coughs :( I was fast enough to get pretty books wrapped up nicely , at least it's clean unlike our class room . I suppose those humans never cleaned the class after SPM 'cause the tables and chairs are filthy . Having a dirty environment is bad enough , i don't need dirty equipments too . I'm so gonna make cheen chun make everyone clean the class tomorrow -_________________-


I so do not feel like changing classes but i've got no choice , hmmmm . I gotta at least try my best to appeal into science class :( Got our appeal form after school , seems like there's a lot of people appealing too . I don't get the point of why people in P4-P6 would wanna appeal into P1-P3 just to learn add maths . Why can't you guys just save all the trouble and just take add maths as an additional subject ? Oh well , not gonna get myself into trouble . Sayang and i went looking for Wong K K after that to ask for a recommendation letter , we're collecting them from him tomorrow (Y)

Hopefully the school would approve my appeal , i most certainly do not want to transfer school just to get into science class . I can't bare with leaving chs , i do not want to start all the drama's i've been having the past 3 years all over again . Heck no ! Not to mention putting so much effort on band and leaving just like that , i want to be there on my farewell to talk about my part of the story being in band for 5 years too :'(

Anyhow , i've promised myself to work hard this year no matter what so that no repeated mistakes would be made again . I've made some promises to daddy which i have to keep in order to heal the disappointment my parents had with my PMR results :) I had regrets , hated them , so no more ! I shan't take for granted of things and would no longer fool around anymore . It doesn't matter whether i get into science class or not , all i want is to work hard for SPM and get straight A's so that it's easier for me to get scholarships for further studies in design to Paris and prove to people that an art student like me can too succeed in life :D (Y) That is if i don't get my approval la , gosh . Pray hard yo ! I so so so want to make my parents proud of me :(

“ How does one become a butterfly ? You must want to fly so much that you are willing to give up being a caterpillar . ”

So i kinda sort of like my class people a little bit more than i've originally planned but i still hate the fact that my class isn't exactly suppose to be awesome , lol . Coughs :D

Bye love , wish me luck alright :D