When your fifteen ♥

I was suppose to update about my birthday today .
By the looks of it , i guess not :O

I've already started working on the pictures and have already planned what to write , but mhmmm . Changed of plans , maybe next time :) Fyi , i had 4 birthday celebrations :D so it'll be a heck of a long post , haha . If you think your awesome than wait for it ! Or else , go bang wall die lorh :P

It's definitely something i'd spare time to blog about 'cause this year's the most memorable birthday i've had ! Both good and bad ways ofcourse :O Especially the 2nd celebration i had in One U , supposedly together with peksi , eugene , shengyang , yukai & terence . Sadly things change , people change . I suppose it was meant to be that way ? Seriously , you have no idea how unforgetable that day was for me . I cried a river full of realisation tears , i'm glad i did . It certainly woke me up from every single fantasy thinking i had . All those believes , gone . Things were destined to happen that way , but it's not the end . At least not just yet , it won't end as long as i'm still breathing . Bare that in mind , you can't get rid of me that easily . Our friendship is not something for you to just throw away whenever you feel like it , pfft . Unless you give me one good acceptable reason / explanation , than i might consider :) I said might .

I'm 15 , it's about time i realised that i'm living in the real hectic world and not just some stupid never ending happily ever after fairy tale . I had enough of getting pushed around , it's my turn to stand strong and prevent my ownself from falling down now . I know , and i've woke up from believing that dreams do come true and the whole true friendship lasts a whole life mind set thank you . You've knocked my head real hard this time alright , i'll remember this forever .

I HATE PRINCESS AND THE FROG , coughs .

Till then , x .