I'm going to rant for once , yay .

Hello , i decided to blog 'cause i think today is a day that should be remembered since it's so awfully dramatic . I must said i nearly teared loads of time today , i got lots in my mind now .

I think bad karma finally caught me , coughs .

It's gonna be a long post with only words btw , so you can leave now if your not into words . Just bare with me larhhh . I mean come on , how often do i rant ? Hah !

Anyways , the day started off on the road where i was rushing for band practice since mummy woke up late . I was already running late and yet the car went out of fuel so we had to spare another few minutes to pump patrol , pfft ! Obviously i was late , geez .

We had official band practice today after god knows how long & it sucked , terribly :/ Fyi , we've only got another 3 more official practice before we leave for our s'pore interaction . Big sigh , lol .

So half way tonguing i-forgotten-what-song , i accidentally cut my tongue with my reed and it started bleeding . I only realised it when sir asked us to tongue the stupid christmas song , apparently our staccato wasn't light enough . I'm just gonna translate what he said into english to make everything seem easy , lol . He shaked his head and said " you guys better pratice if you don't want to get scolding on your birthday "

WONDERFUL , he remembered my birthday but what he said isn't something to be happy about . Everyone gave me that stare after he said that , sigh :/

Anyways , i knew my tongue got cut but i thought it was nothing serious since it was just a little blood stain on my reed . But after trying so hard to tongue lightly , i started tasting blood in mouth , rofl . In my mind , i was like " who cares , just keep tonguing alyssa . sir's already so pissed off , you can't possibly stop now . " So like some dumb ass , i continued tonguing the stupid song , lol . After tonguing the same thing over and over again for about 4-5 times , sir finally asked us to stop and said " let's just cancel this song . " and i went " great , lol " jayne turned to me and said " eww , your bleeding " & i went " i know , ahahahhahahah " .

YAY ME , ROFL !

i suppose she saw something that looks like this :



AWESOME , NO ?

I think it's kinda awesome that i managed to tahan such pain lorhhhhh , rofl :) So yeah , my tongue continued bleeding for the rest of the day . Hahahah ! I got blood on my shirt , teehee . Oh oh , and instead of saliva dripping out of my clarinet , it was blood . Everyone find it extremely disgusting , but i personally find it extremely cool . It's kinda amazing how i white tissue could turn into a bloody one just by playing the clarinet :D

So i'm weird , sue me :P

I'M STILL TASTING BLOOD IN MY MOUTH EVERY NOW AND THEN BY THE WAY , HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA :D :D :D

Where was i again ?

Aaah , we got scolded during gather :/ I honestly feel bad , i never used to had this feeling ever before in band . For once i was afraid , lol . I suppose i'm starting to feel a certain responsibility now , and i got a feeling that if i don't do things right i'll regret . Uhhh :'(

Gah , moving on .

So it was lunch time . We went to kanna for lunch , i wanted to save money and i didn't really had a big appetite than so i ordered roti planta tambah gula . & i specifically said TAMBAH GULA but the worker gave me roti planta TANPA GULA . like ftwbbqroar , freaking spoiled my mood -_____________-

Oh oh , i have already lost my mood half way during practice when peksi texted me and said that she couldn't sleep over no more btw :)

As i was saying , i lost my mood . So i was grumpy , rofl . & that stupid nai nai still went and mess with my mood . But oddly i didn't shout at him like i always used to everytime he tried to make me feel bad / insult me . I just smiled and looked away , i guess you can say i ignored him or something like that . Miracles , i know .

It was EGM after that , nothing much . You zhi gave us souveniors from japan after dismiss . It's so freaking cute , i'll show it off to you some other time :P

Mummy picked me up not long after , i told her my tongue was bleeding ! She didn't give much of a reaction though , i was expecting somthing like " OMG , WHY ?! " but oh well :/ she then told me that there's going to be 3 birthday bash in tropicana tomorrow , and i went " oh , great..." but that news didn't turn me up side down though 'cause i know mummy will do everything to get me pleased , heh . I'm spoiled in a good way :D

So she called the person - in - charge and managed to work things out , i'm greatful for that . But you know , i'm not always lucky . So when i came back and turned on facebook , peksi left me a message saying she won't be back till 5 in the evening tomorrow .

GREAT , i have to replan everything .

guess what else ?

I got band practice tomorrow from 8.30am - 4.30pm , i don't mind that . I've already got over that but i'm also having dance class from 2-5pm , ftw . How am i suppose to at two place at the same time ? Screw that larh , gosh .

NOT ONLY THAT ALRIGHT .

The guys are sleeping over tomorrow after the last minute chin chai b'day celebration at tropicana tomorrow but i've got dance class the next day from 10-12am too , damn .

TELL ME WHAT TO DO LA ?! I ONLY WANT A FREAKING SIMPLE HAPPY BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION BUT EVERYTHING/ANYTHING IS GETTING IN MY WAY !

!~#%^())&^$#!$%^*(() , ROAR .

You know what , i give up . I'm just gonna let my mum decide everything _l_ Tomorrow's gonna be like every other day , nothing special , nothing to be worth remembering .

JUST YAY EVERYTHING , I'M DONE RANTING . BYE :)