miss me ? not anymore (:

HELLOOOOOO ! :D

alyssa here.

im currently in the airport now waiting to depature back to M'sia (:

so yeah , yay me ?

i know you all miss me la xD

thanks for those who help me update my blog.

thanks byk ! <'3

& yay us - Me , Xuann , Xq & Ann Peksi , Cheen Chun , David , Zhen Yuan & Chak Soon for being in the same class next year.

2B4 3B4 :P

*sorry peeps was quite tired yesterday & blur -.=*

i hope theres more to come x)

ok. wont be updating later.

so i would like to wish everyone a

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVE ! :D

; with loves <'3

Hey :D

Today is the BABI back from her trip =D
sorry for didnt help u buy reload (x i owe u haha
lalala nothing to say haha
she owe me 103 present hahahahaha u've to buy for me babi (x
i dun care u broke or blablabla wht ever happen haha








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her old fashion haha (x welcome back to kl LOL!













back to ur home n listen to snooring sound wait until 6 juz sleep haha


bye(: don't need know who am i hahabye(: don't need know who am i haha

Cacated Loves ;D

heys peeps! guess who am i?
well, im helping my CacatedDear to update her blog.
same thing again, she's in HongKong.
actually i should help her to update her blog 2 days ago. but i FORGET! sorry. =X

erm, so.. do i need to help her to wish a HAPPY BIRTHDAY to NICOLE?
i guess this update is kinda lame.
well, im in a good mood. because, we're in the same class next year! CACATED DEAR! ;D

loves,
-xiangqi

hellu ! 

ROAR ! :) 

im another random guest who help boyfriendku to update her blog . woots ! =)

boyfriend is currently at hongkong now . 

she's enjoying her trip right now . 

boyfriend , i miss you lots  & i meant it . <3

nevermind . skul gonna reopen . hah . 

hope to meet you sooooooooooooon .

shortpost ; bye-bye 

random guest of this post : YeeAnnAnn ! =D 

i wanna see you smile again :)

YOOOHOOOOOOOOO ! :D

its me alyssa. x)

im in Hong Kong now @ starbucks :P

apparently the people who said they would online , DIDNT ON !

they didn't wait for me , rawrrrr *dissapointed*

currently chatting with sayang <'3

those 5 people !

remember help me update blog.

i misss allll offff youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu !

byebye now ; take care :DD

Ello ello ellooooooo ! :)

BLAHS ! :)

Oh hellooooooo readers !

Well , obviously Im not Alyssa kan ? ( winks )
So guess guess guesssssssss !
She currently enjoying her holiday with her family and siblings , gah whatever :D She claimed that her blog was bored enough so must help her update her blog so that wont be that death till , she come back from there :) So , of course I helping her right , Im such a great friend , yes I know ! ( grimace ;p )

I somehowwwwwww wonderrrrr , was that her ? Omg , sounds , so , not , familiar ! (referring to abc :D) Oh well , I shall stop all craping now , yes I know :)

& I gotta tell you , I already missing sayang , yes like duh ! So , mhmm , hope she enjoy her trip lah :) And I wont forget you lah so don't worry , hahaha wtf lol .

byebye !
Random , one :)
I actually was , ennnnn ! hahahaa wtf -__-

The HACKERRRR =P

HELLO PEOPLES ! :D
As she wished , i'm here blogging for her . She departed to HONG KONG yesterday and im taking over her blog for the moment . heh I'm just a random blogger blogging for Alyssa .
Well, look at this picture and guess WHO AM I ! hahah xD

Surprise kan ? nyekkk =P
Hope she enjoy her trip to hong kong.

Birthday Shoutout to Sean Ng De Zhen (:

Happy birthday to Sean NG !
You're officially fourteen . :D
May all your wish come true ! heh .

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAYYY =D

Best wishes & lovess from the hacker,
Peksii ♥

im back & gone again.

Hello ; Buh-bye :)

i wish there was no good-bye just good beginnings.

♥

Greetings earthlings and my fellow subjects :DD

actually i dont really feel like blogging lorh , cause i dont know what to blog. & im not really in the mood cause everything is like so gonna end when i come back , its freaking gonna be the last day of 2008 larh please. Roar -.- Im just blogging for the sake that im going to fly away 2mrw so this is the last post before im gone or shall i say leaving malaysia (:

So kindly enjoy reading this post as its gonna be my last one written by me in MALAYSIA this year. Hahahaha ! okay wait. Maybe one more short one during new years eve. * depands whether im wreckless just back from my trip or not :P * Anyways , here it goes.

*-// Start readingggggg //-*

im half way done packing :P oh man , im terribly gonna miss everyone of you. Especially those of you who teman-ed me alot this holidays. Its sad to think that all of it is going to end huh ? D; i hope nothing is gonna change though. I cant wait for Chinese New Year ! xDD As you all know , i would be leaving to Hong Kong , China 2mrw at 4am 0.- so mummy wants me to sleep at 8 later. Rawrr ! I wont be my un-usual self anymore , i promise :D im now the hyper crazy gilaaa siao alyssa you knew again and would would be the same ! Hehe. Anyways , holidays gonna end soon.. Sad right ! i didnt really get to go out with all the best friends much. Mostly with the same people ): im not saying its not good , it awsome ! but i really wanted to catch up with the lick hung peeps. But i just cant seem to find the time -_= wthell right ? its like 2 months of holidays just *poof* Gone o.o Gah ! Although it kinda sucks , but to think of it , i really did gain alot of memories this holidays. Especially my birthday <'3 im glad that i get to celebrate with my best babes this year ! & christmas :) Heh. I seriously dont know what to blog larh , i mean OMG ! its my last post this year written by me in MALAYSIA and i dont know what to write. You know what ? all im thinking now is ' Its gonna be the last day of 2008 when i come back from HK ! ' wtf :( its really damn sad la ! Going out of the country to have fun and when you come back its gonna be the end of the year. Oh man ;x I hope mummy wont be too tired to bring me to pyramid's countdown when we're back from HK *wide(: Oh please oh please oh please !

MY MIND IS SERIOUSLY BLANK NOW !

Ahhhh , shout out shout out ! lol. im seriously clueless about what to blog xD

Peksi , Dont sad ya ! ): must turn it upside-down and smile :) you still got mekh , jason & noob to teman you ! hahahahha. And i will remember to buy your bday presents de. Heh ! Dont worry , i will also ask him to come back fast fast xP

Renee & Evaaaaa , you know i miss you all like crazy gila siao you know D; i wanna cry already. You all keep busyyyy. *cry*

Mekh , you stupid sick crazy gilaa siao kambing ! Hahaha :P Dont sien untill die ar xD Go play dota , dota untill cant dota anymore already. Break record or something. Wtf hahahaha !

Ahzaii , dont cry woi xD go teman peksi ! i wont forget you please. Dont siao :P

Call-us ! Enn , Ann , Xq , Jo , Eunice , Suet , Yixinn & others xD , i will miss all of you dont worry xD Have fun while im gone please <'3

Ong Qing Xian , you mangali ! :D i wont buy you a nike shoe :P you have to just take whatever you get. Hahahahahahahahahah *wide(: i want my dog and hamster please , thank you.

Chen Shin , im sorry i cant make it for new years eve :( i will try okay ! imyyyyyyy woi

Okay. i dont think shout out is working. Lol ! i dont know what to say xD

Sean Ng ! :D Happy Early Birthday yeah. I will buy you a present from my trip.

Anyways , to everyone , Take care while im gone alright ? dont miss me ! & have all the fun you can get while im gone. i'll be back in 5 days , very fast wan. You wont even notice that im gone :P :P

ENJOY YOUR LAST 10 DAYS OF HOLIDAYS PEEPS !

Thanks everyone for everything this holidays , i cant wait till school reopens. *positive thinking*

Everything will be a good beggining , im looking forward to 2009.

; alyssa.
with loves <'3

i have purple nails :D ! * i know you dont care *

M E R R Y - C H R I S T M A S - E V E R Y O N E !
may god bless all of you , thanks for everything <'3

Hello , im just back from daddy's friends christmas party. I had fun , it was nice meeting up with them after another long year of 2008. Each year during christmas , we would meet up and celebrate this festive season togather. Had loads of laughs :) Looking forward to our next gathering. It was amazing talking with them , althought we had to wait for very long. But i still enjoyed my day , & it was a very memorable time we spent. It sort of brought me back to my childhood memories , the good old days <'3 Sad to say , i didnt receive any presents - as usual -.- But well , i sure did gain alot of memories. To me , that would be more than enough.

Okay , that was my christmas. What about yours ? (:

*-// SKIP THIS TO AVOID ANYTHING BAD FROM HAPPENING //-*
dont bother if you dont care , thanks.

lets all pretand that there was nothing here & you didnt see anything :)

*-//DONT ASK , THANK YOU.//-*

1 more day to go * without smiley face * . Cause when i come back , everything is gonna change. Byebye awsome 2008 , Hello stranger 2009. I dont know what will happen , but i really need to concentrate on my studies so please please please no arguements anymore ? I hope the bad things would turn good and the good things would remain or become even better. My birthday wish havent came true yet , but i know it will. & i will wait....

Leaving to Hong Kong on the 27th at 4am. Byebye friends , i wont be bringing my phone. Nettbook would be brought but dont think i would be using it. Depands on my situation i guess ;x im sorry i couldnt make it for any plans during new years eve , would only be reaching home at 9pm at night. Which is 3 hours away from 2009 *bad timing much* :/

Anyways , im just fine although things happen on the wrong timings. But i know everything would be fine , so i'll just wait. I wont keep it in mind , i promise. Dont worry about me , worry about way more important things like how to prevent the world from ending thank you. Would be updating one more time which is tomorrow before i'm gone start flying.

i feel much better now thank you , & im serious. *wide(:

S m i l e , i suppose ? please :)

Off to my room to lock myself in there and start packing !
Bye peeps will miss all of you damn freaking loads.

Where were you when i needed you most ?
you left me hanging there in the dark , alone.

alone in the dark where your with nobody.

Hellooooo Christmas Eve (:

sad to say , im stuck at home tonight .

sorry mekh , peski , noob , yixinn !
i cant make it to countdown with you all ):
first of all there ain't no countdwon & fireworks.
so mummy would probably chop me
if we went there all the way for nothing.
2nd mummy dont let & dont want to go , so no one fetch.
im terribly sorrrrryyyyyyy D;
i cant make it for new years eve too.
i still hope you all will have fun without me though.
smiles , please tell me you all enjoyed your night.

anyways , have a wonderful christmas eve.
with L O V E S !

cousie ; tiny women came over to my place last night to stay over.
so obviously i slept on the floor , again -.=
camwhored byk with her.
& she camwhored byk with my yellow zebra D;
i dont have much mood to blog now ,
so yeah..

Merry Christmas Eve peeps !
Have an awsome night.
bye :)

its raining outside , so is my eyes.

Quote : ' Purpleee rocks me , but i rock you :D '.

im currently using my nettbook now & the connection is being a stupid ass. Keep cant connect into internet , but MSN's working fine. So its not my bloody comp that is having the problem its the stupid line and the internet (:

its raining , its pore-ing , alyssa's eyes is tearing , shes so bored she wants to cry , rain rain go away :P

yay me yay me ! i have noting better to do in life but to just be my lifeless self. i suck but you suck even more. So stop texting me you useless ass , i know i suck and you dont have to tell me that. Stop calling me ; your screwing up my mood -_- dont mess with me biyatch !

its that all i am to you , is that all i can be ? just a friend to use when you need me.
What if i want to be more than that , will you just give me a chance to prove myself.

im tired of everything , stop with the bossing around.
dont push it babes , im nice but im not as weak as you think i am.
you clearly have no idea what i can do to you (:
i have my limits so dont make me by pass my maximum.
stop thinking that im stupid , dont make me your dumb toy.
my heart can be melt easily but its hard to fool me.
so bitch off you suckers , dont make me curse you to hell.
or you'll totaly regret , very very badly in sorrows .

Realise now before i tell you off upside down , thank you .

Bye ! <'3

Yay you yay you ! -_-

Okayh , hello.
im here to announce that :

MY BLOG IS OFFICIALLY BORING ! -_=

its like plain black & white. Its my fault i know ._. im very lazy to upload pictures. Not to mention the pictures aren't with me cause my comp is currently under fixing or whatever so its called. So yeah , im sorry -.- i guess you all have to just live with plain black words. As i said before , if you dont choose to read no one would kill you so just do whatever you like. You came to my blog , you exspect me to update. & so im updating but no pictures -_- Just wait , i promise you that my blog would be alive and exciting again. I hope :/

Last night ; Birthday party :D
subjects involved : Me x) Peksi , Mekh ! , Jason , Qing Xian , Sister , Weiminn , Seeyee , Jocelyn , Simone , Jillyan , Ervyn , Dylan. * i think thats all o.O *

im just gonna write everything i remembered that happen last night , so theres gonna be alot of crap * just so you know * . So you could skip it if you want (:

Continueinggggg .......

So , went to mekh's place last night to so called ' celebrate ' his birthday play x) ; it was a last minute thing larh. So yeah , miracles happened. Mummy actually said yes :D so i went , obviously ! And sister followed as usual -.- Left the house around 6.20 and reached around 20 minutes later. LOL :DD I was right behind peksi , i said hi to her mummy :P Went upstairs after that , Jason claimes that he was at the hospital and he was there. DUH ~ i knew larh please -_- So yeah , there were only 6 of us - me peksi mekh sister jocelyn & jason. Apparently qing xian was sleeping :D We went into a room with a drum set cause kaka nak lap lantai ; Haha ! Giler siao in there , Jason buat bising so did mekh. Me & peksi sat there & talk *yam xiu* hahah .. Than we played a little while after that cause mekh locked us in side zz Oh oh ! his sister was damn cute xD & GANAS ! ROAR ;x Weiminn & seeyee came inbetween (: After they unlock the door , we went downstairs. To wait for jaga food ? laomao. We - me & peksi sat there. Than mekh's mummy wanted to buy paper plates , so since me & peksi nothing to do so we went out to buy them. * kind us * :S Qx , Jason & Ervyn followed cause we sort of... *coughs* Lost -_- errerrr , came back and start eating ? Nono. We went into the house first , than mekh sister use cane halau us out o.- yeahyeah , than only we started eating. Wtfhaha x) His sister ganas woi , very very very. Her voice damn powerfull *coughs* While eating , i sort of counted how many mee his sister ate * play with her larh * -_- Kept laughing for no reason ; so what ? i like :p Simone came inbetween (: Than we went in ? Lol. Than chit-chat with peksi while they were upsatirs. Or walking around the house.. whatever ~ Haha ! I drew scribbled on a piece of paper * no , i didnt take a picture * cause peksi was SSing there with my phone. Haha ! Ok larh , i also got la with her. Wtf x) Dot dot dot.. We talked :D So yeah , mummy called inbetween she said she was coming. Jillyan & Dylan came inbetween (: I went up for AWHILE since i was already about to go home -_- Went into mekh's room , light went off and dylan saw my stupidity. Eff*k you woi ~ than mummy came and i went back. I didnt even get to stay for cake. Sorry mekh ! D; Mummy said happy birthday to mekh , and he wanted to reply the same thing. Stupid xD Blahblahblah , so i went back. Lol ! the end.

Thats what happen , i think i said everything out. So yeah , maybe left out some parts 0.- Sorry ! thats all i remembered. Overall , it was nice (: Felt a little lost though , Haha ! But still enjoyed it larh... :D :D Sort of exspected it so yeah , luckily peksi went *wide(:

Mekh punya house ; Antiquenyaaa .

Tiny womn but GANAS ! * focus on cane *

yay us yay us :D :D

Retard me -_-

Woohoooo ; Ss using my phone xD

Ghost x)

Ahzaii ; Jason :D :D

Mekh ; Dylan :D :D

Sister ; Me :D :D

Birthday boyyyyy :D :D

Me kacau her Ss :D :D

Me & Peksi :D :D

Shake shake shake :D :D

i hearts her banyak ; swimming partner <'3

very very Blur :D :D

Sisters ; ily :D :D

She teman me most this holidays.

thanks banyak !

Thanks for the day Mekh , i hope it was a memorable day for you :P

im kinda tired still , lol. Whole body feeling so dead , my eyes are about to close anytime but dont worry its impossible for me to sleep in the morning. Unless im really really reckless... So yeah , roarr. I have no idea where my hyperrr gilaaa mood went. Maybe its because the holidays , and im so darn bored. So kinda feeling down -_-

Anyways , 13 more days till school reopens. 8 more days and byebye 2008 and hello 2009.. Sigh. Everything is like so gonna change :/ Im not thinking negatively , its just a thought. LOL ! but i know everything would turn out right in the end. So yeah , please please please. No more argues alright ? I seriously have to stay focus on studies next year. So mind me if you think that i dont really care about anything , or not being my hyperr active self ; i hope you all understand. Blah ~ what am i saying la. As long as my keesiao partner with me , your gonna hear alot of laughters coming from me. Just hope we dont seperate ._. * oh man , please please please * im gonna work my ass off next year , no distraction please , thank you . I miss jimuissku hell loads. Cant wait to see all of you , wont be able to make it during orientation. Sorry girls ! <'3

Currently motivating myself : 2009 , good year good year :D !

yay me . yay you . but yay me moreeeeeeeee ! x)

i have no idea what im doing. Mood swings. Haha ! Blahblahblah -.= im sien. I have nothing to do. Phone has been quite for very longggg....... im waiting for it to ring. Ring ring ring ! -_- Okay. My eyes seriously pain-ing now. I dont wanna get myself wearing specs so yeah...

Rawrr ! Sister's bugging to use daddys laptop.

4 more daysssssssss and im flyingg awayyy :D :D

im off . Bye !

Happy Birthday Leslei Ong Sheng Yang ! :D

* mekh yang sangat suka tersleep always xD *


Happy Fourteen Birthday Mekh ! :D :D
you stupid lame kambing ,
thanks for everything (:

i hope im in time to post this birthday post for you ; please be 12 AM *wide(: i wrote so many post for you already woi zz Now i dont know want write what. Haha !

hmmmmmmmmhmmmmm xD

ok barh. Lets start with your present ! lol. i know i owe you 104 presents x) but now im currently pokai so i only got you one. I will slowly slowly give you back the 103 presents left de. I promise :D Haha. Although we not same school and know each other not for very long only but you have been an awsome friend to me (: Sampat and unlogical at times , not to mention stubborn ! Rawrr. But your very understanding ; heh ! Summore , always give advise ? lol * i dont know * xD And and always teman me when i sien and nothing to do -_- , Haha ! Your a really good friend that i can depand on and errr one who i appriciate alot. Although sometimes i dont really know what you thinking and maybe sometimes i even feel like i dont understand you at all , But in the end we still tend to work things out and im glad we always do. Your stupid sampat crazy gilerr siao stubborn unlogical and lame , but i promise you that i would never ever turn you down as a friend. I know we had some misunderstandings before , but thats the past already. What matters that is we're still Best Friends now and will always remain as that. Your here for me whenever i need you and i hope i can do the same for you too :) So when you think that everyone has turn their back down on you , think again :D

Im seriously running out of ideas man zz

LOL ! anyways , have an awsome day & enjoy yourself alright. Take care mekh :P Have a blast on your big day and once again Happy Birthday ! your finally fourteen *winks

Hmm peksi here help alyssa post this cause she cant use her computer & she want to post it at 12 AM sharp . We have a lot of plans , hope wont failedxD

byebye ; good nights everyone <'3 .

i miss those times we had and the memories we used to shared. <3

Best Friends :)

i miss you so gawd damn freaking much.

Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.
Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you. What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry? If love isn't a game, why are there so many players? Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push! Actions speak louder than words.

The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.
Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have. Some people make the world special by just being in it. Best friends are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there.

True friendship never ends.
Friends are forever.
Good friends are like stars....you don't always see them, but you know they are always there. Don't frown, you never know who is falling in love with your smile. Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end. Most people walk in and out of your life, but only friends leave footprints in your heart.

things changed between us , but our memories would remain <'3

; with loads and loads of loves.

yay me ! ;D

hahahahahahahahhaahhaha.

you know what ?

thanks to my awsome nettbook.

i dont give a damn anymore xD

so just kindly ignore my previous post.

hahahahahahha ; hell yeah.

i love this mini thing.

i can finalllyyy download messenger plus.

& you know what ?

the connection is so awsome it takes less than 5 seconds to load a page.

GAHHHHH ; AWSOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE xD

i know your all so jealous of me. * evil laughs *

now i can online in chinaaa ; so yayayayayyyyy !

hahahahahahhaha * hyperrrr woi *

8 more days and im off to Chinaaaaa :D

off to dinner ; byebye :D

Bye bye la ~~~` :D

hahahahhahahahahahha.

im bored like shit and tired & sick zz.

currently back from cousie's place and at office :)

off to peksi's place later and than swimming after that.

don't miss me woi *coughs* .

Buhbye <3

Another random one .

My cacated dear ; CHAN XIANG QI asked me to blog about her. Cause she felt dman proud that she didn't use her phone, msn, fs, either her blog, or chatbox to wish me happy bday at all. & she said she felt DAMN PROUD ! woah . *claps for her*

i still love you anyways (L)

* web cam with cousinku ; picture of us. *

currently at cousin house keesiao-ing & playing with webcam :D wont be updating today , maybe 2mrw ? hahahahaahhaha. Was helping cousieku do blog just now , so you kind people out there. Please please pleaseeeee link her alright ? (: She's a newbie so mind her will ya..

www.smartpeoplewouldreadthis.blogspot.com :D

Bye peoples , i love all of you ! Dont miss me xD

let me be ; i'll be fine.

i have been going to KLCC punya PC fair for the past few days.

& i would like to thank mummy.

Cause she bought a nettbook ; acer :)

heh ! now i can blog in hong kong so you all wont miss me.

Hahahahahahahaha ;D

Thank you mummy !

i went mountain climbing yesterday at cheras with the yong family , it was amazing. Haha ! its incredible that i didnt felt tired at all. & seriously if you ask me i actually enjoyed it ;D We should really go there sometime togather , it would be loads of fun. And its a great exercise too cause you sweat alot ! For those sissy's & those who cant stand dirt -.- i dont advise you to go there , i dont think you will survive 10 mins climbing. xD Haha ! anyways , took a few pictures. i willu upload them soon , not now. Sorry ? haha. toodles ! i think i had done enough blogging for today , so yeah. Byebye loved ones. Dont miss me aite :P

Hello ; Byebye.

Hello there earthlings (:

this is my new best friend , he puts me to sleep at night.

someone asked me to name him , heh !

so i named him Yellow Zebra for some reasons.

Dont laugh it was suppose to be yellow man -.-

His damn nice to hug although his colour is yellow and sick .

LOL ! i love VOODOO MINI'S COLLECTION :D

mei mei keep taking it away from me at night ; woke up suddenly gone.

kept finding it and found her hugging it , sad case ):

its a present from mekh actually , at first i thought it was a ball , than when i saw above it got something there than i felt even weirder. I was like what the hell is this man O.O untill my sister told me to hold it upside down only i found out it was a voodoo doll ; smart ass me zz. Thanks mekh ! Heh. i love it alotttt ♥ THANKS THANKS THANKS ! :D Peksi's puppy made me sneeze my head off cause of the fur thingy . Oh man ;x

OMG ! i tell you , you should go get one of it.

its seri0usly a sleeping machine ! x)

Happy Birthday to ME ! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ! :D

LOL ; im finally 14 and still young .

Anyways , my birthday was a blast. Thanks everyone for the birthday present , posts and wishes. I hearts you all to the very max (: Emin was the first to wish me cause she was at my house ; Haha. Followed by Renee & than Shenyang. Heh ! Thanks all for everything ; much appriciated. i love you all ♥

Thursday ; 11th of December.

so , i celebrated my birthday at home today cause it was a public holiday. Helped mummy prepared in the morning , i chopped onions -.- & i cried. LOL ! Mummy said i should tell everyone who ate the food last night cause had my tears in there. Haha (x Anyways , went to pick up the cake at around 5 something and than off to pyramid to fetch eugene. It started raining -.- Reached home around 6 and Enn Ann Xq CCC David was already there watching the thailand ghost movie. People keep calling me non-stop to find the way to my house xD Ju Ann Tze Weii Kuan Yee & Sean came after that. Gasp :O im sorry ann , i had no idea ;x Not long later , Pek See Daphne and the stupid gay ass mekh Shenyang came. LOL ! We started bbq-ing. In between , Louis Xuann & Eva came :D Emin kept ss-ing that shes so pro and all ; LOL. So did eva *coughs* Alot alot alot of things were burnt. But ohwell at least everyone joined in. And we kept giving evrything to eugene ;D So yeah bbq untill 8 something i guess ? Than went into room camwhore awhile with the babes. And JUANN ! i dont think i had a picture with you man. waddaeffwoi ): We cut cake took pictures than went up to watch 4BIA :P We switch off all the lights and yeah there was alot of sreaming. LOL ! Tzeweii & Kuanyee left inbetween. Than CCC David Enn Ann Xq. Sean & Daphne was downstairs i think ; Xuann was at my room... After that left Me Eva Sy Eugene Peksi Emin Louis up there only. Zomg O.O We were watching the 3rd movie and thankgawd peksi mother came so left eva me & louis. So we went down xD Played poker with them ; no bets (: Eva kept winning. LOL ! So we decided to play heart attack. Half way through th game Sean went back and no one knew how to play. So we tried playing it but than Eva & Xuann had to go ady. So me louis & min went open presents xD Louis went back after that. So left Emin and me :) She left right at the strike of 12 and she was the first to wish me according to my clock :P than all the messages start receiving and i was lazy to open presents already cause i was too busy replying x) Thats all ! Had fun tonight , will upload pics when received. I love you all ! (:

Thanks Enn Ann Xiangqi Tzeweii Juann Daphne Peksi Emin Cheenchun David Louis Sean Kuanyee Eugene Shengyang for coming ♥

Friday ; 12th of December.

Went pyramid with the peoples ; LOL . Randomly un-organized xD So yeah , met up with Xia Meiting Xiangting Yokelin Mikhail Leon Chiihoong Hong Shengyang Eugene Lydia Peksi Peiqi Yixin Lisa & Yeeshuen there. Did i miss out anyone ? LOL x) I reached aroud 11 something . Went to Nokia to fix mummys phone than off to cinema to buy tickets. I met Yixin Lisa & Yeeshuen there :) After that off to pizza hut to meet up with Xia Meiting Xiangting Yokelin Mikhail Leon Chiihoong , we chit-chatted and walked around. Thanks xia for the Famous Amos :P Went to wendy's with xia & meiting after that to have lunch. Than yang & hong came so i met up with them. Lydia joined us not long after that :D We went to the cinemas and bought 7 tickets for When the Earth Stood Still. Yang Hong & Lydia went in first cause i was waiting for eugene. After that we went in togather and sat down with them.. Went out again to take Peksi & Peiqi after that :) I kept coughing ; mama -.- And was terribly not in the mood to watch the bloody movie. LOL ! At around 4 something , thankgawd the movie ended. LOL ! Than we went walking around and wasted alot alot and alot of time :P Peksi & Peiqi went out half way through the movie & back after that. So we went to the snooker area which was freaking fulled with smoke -.- And 8 mins later we went back out ! (x After walking for another 20 mins + i think than the guys took the bus and went back right after that. I wanted to go buy presents but mummy was coming so i went to the entrance and waited for her. My phone went dead right after that ;x Sorry for not being myself , i have no idea why either. Maybe i wasn't feeling well , i dont know and isnt so sure myself :) but im sorry & im fine. Heh ! So yeah , thanks for coming peeps. Didnt take pictures today. Heh !

Once again , thanks xia meiting xiangting yokelin leon chiihoong mikhail hong shengyang eugene lydia peksi peiqi yixin lisa yeeshuen for coming ! ♥

THANKS EVERYONE FOR EVERYTHING ; ILY ! :D

& not forgetting twinnieku Rachel Ho Phing ! ♥
Happy Birthday :D

i love you to the max.
we rock 12 december like crazy.
im terribly inlove with you twinnniiieeeeee !
ahhhh ; loves (:

Birthday Bash :D

YAY ME ! :P

Celebrating my fourteen birthday today at home & going out tomorrow.

Been planning it for 365 days & had been waiting for 14 years xD

Mummy spent a bom on it too ; i love you mummy & daddy.

Having bbq and movies , wont be much exciting though.

But there's my friends & family here with me.

I know its gonna be Awsome.

I wonder whats gonna happen ; i hope it isn't gonn be a mess though.

Anyways , Happy Birthday Happy Thoughts.

So yeah. Everything will be fine (:

Sorry for those of you who was't invited.

Its not to say i dont want , but i just can't.

Mummy insist on limited numbers ; not more than 10actually -.-

But i invited 17 ; hehe. O.O

so yeah , im terribly sorry yo ! ;x

* p/s wont be blogging for today and tomorrow.
* pp/s wont be on at MSN ; leave a message.

* ppp/s wont be replying friendster comments untill sunday (x

will reply everything after the party is over :D

TOTALY RANDOMM xD

SHIT ! LOL x)
kiddo let me see one ; stupid small girl.
freaking lame weih ~
GOSH :O

& i would also like to thank suzanna for the super beearlied happy birthday wish (;

im just a kid ; life is a nightmare.

When i was kid ,

i dont remember anyone telling me that growing up would be such a burden.

if only someone had told me earlier , than i would have made preperations.

to just take and live with everything i get and not be choosey over what i have.

at least i would learn how to appreciate everything

& wouldn't end up to who or what i am now.

When i was kid ,

i used to smile so freely everyday, doing everything i want.

but things change as time goes by.

As you get older, certain responsiblity comes up to you without even knocking

& you just have to accept it without a chance of even saying No.

Feelings just pop out with the cause of stupid reasons & all the crazy stuff starts happening.

when a tear strikes , thats when you will now..

Life's not what it used to be when you were young.

When i was kid,

Life was so easy going ; only a one road happiness journey.

you dont have to choose , people would decide for you.

but now i have to make decisions on how my future would be.

What a nightmare ; what if i choose the wrong road to walk on ?

why cant you just continue making the decision for me.

At least i have someone to blame for screwing up my life.

When i was kid,

i used to cry over food cause im hungry or because im not pleased without any reasons.

than , people used to say ' if only i can understand you, than i could stop making you cry '.

& now i cry for much worst things for a reason.

but people can only say ' Dont cry, everything will be fine. '

now you understand me, but you still couldn't prevent me from crying.

so whats the point of saying that to me in the first place ?

When i was a kid,

you read me stories and told me that i could be a princess one day.

you made me believe that everyone gets a happy ending.

but when i grow up you tell me a whole other different story ,

you told me that life isn't a fairytale.

& dreams dont always come true.

i kept silence and just thought for a moment

and thats when i woke up from my dream and the nightmare started.

When i was kid,

i told my mum :

Mummy, i wanna grow up and earn money to buy loads and loads of things.

a big castle with a swimming pool and a team park.

to go every where i want to go and to discover the world.

i want to be a rock star and be filty rich.

i want a prince charming too.

and now when i look back to what i've gone through.

i realised & can only tell myself :

Gosh, i wanna be a kid again.

i dont wanna grow up and see the world.

Because the world isn't what i wanted it to be.

i dont want a castle or to be a rock star anymore.

Cause i've grown up and totaly regreted.

When i was kid,

i dont remember any problems and any sad thoughts.

everyone was my friend and we played togather happily.

but now the amount of happy thoughts i have is just a minor part of my life.

problems to solve and stress everywhere.

friends who comes and goes everynow and than.

than i soon found out the meaning of fights and backstabbing.

and thats when i wished that we could just be just small kids again.

having tea parties and playing with our dolls.

When i was kid,

yeah. i was a kid :/

was and not now.

im not a kid anymore.

thank you for making me grow.

I WANT TO BE PETER PAN & FLY TO NEVERLAND , PLEASE ?

♥ Just Sudden Thoughts Again ; Ignore it.

i wanna cry, scream, shout, yell, DIE !

going for party shopping later with my mummy. Was suppose to follow her to subang parade and do it there at the cold storage but i was damn tired and lazy. Wasn't getting much sleep these days, night mare and some other reasons -.-

Defenately looking forward to Band Day ; Mun Li's my date. ily x3

* p /s : have fun at PD mekh ; i wont miss you dont worry :P

ROFLMAO !

stupid ass ; what an ugly edit right ?
see mine nicer ; i dont even have to censore his face (x

;; ;; ;;
V V V

THIS IS MEKH (:

HE CLAIMS AT HIS BLOG THAT ->

ever since friday at 4.20 a.m onwards. I bet that he'll fall sleep at that time. He bet with me if he WON he'll be my FATHER at last he WON at friday 4.20 a.m. Now he's OFFICIALLY my FATHER.

BUT ACTUALLY THATS NOT WHAT REALLY HAPPENED :O

what really happened was.. He randomly - suddenly said something about being my father so that i will listen to him blah blah blah than we started argueing than we bet and than he was really going sleep ady want. But he force himself dont sleep. So i lost than 10 mins after he won he slept ady -.- SO FAKE RIGHT ! unfair. x)

BOO 9 YOU lorhhhhh xD

he always said i siao but actually he is the one always siao first.

than he keep ask me dont siao ; than he ownself keep siao at there.

HIS CRAZY GILLER SIAO WAN !

than he keep on simply say random thing out make people worry than dont say properly de.

than after that he will keep say he ok, also dont know wheter true anot wan xD

his damn lame de & childish, worst than small boy.

He Like ; He Suka ; He Love than can.

but if I Like ; I Suka ; I Love than can't. Wahlaooooo ~

he sorry can, i sorry cant. he will say me =.=

and he always ask people smile wan, but than dont know wheter he ownself got smile anot de.

ohoh & he eat maggie alot -.- everytime also maggie maggie maggie. ;x

he will teach you alot of stupid things wan ; like..............

LAOMAO ! NANIBABI ; MAMANIKAMBING !

BLAHBLAHBLACKSHEEP ; WHITE WHITESHEEPIE -.- !

etc . loads more but i forgotten.

and theres still alot of random stupid facts about this sheep.

but i lazy wan say out.

LOL !

he's so unreasonable sometimes,

& always disagree with me.

but his a good understanding friend (:

so in the end,

His still a very good Best Friend to appriciate.

so thanks alot for everything.

Heh ; Byebye !

im kind enough to blog about you AGAIN since u said last time that one not counted, so you better dont go spam my cbox i tell you xD

& i din luan luan lai :P Dont be too touch untill cryy ar ; HAHA !

im as happy as i can be in a sad way . :D

HELLO READERS :D



im so terribly sorry for not updating much about life these days. Lately, there was much happening both good & bad ones. But im alright now :) i guess. Heh ! * but sorry for the worries though ; like who would care ? * Anyways, i know you all are so freaking hyped up of me updating. LOL (x i have much to say too ! so dont fall asleep reading, this is gonna be a veryyy longg post ;P

First things first, Happy December ! *wide smile*

im so gonna rock this month. Heh ! This is my month of the year :D 12 December is My day ! We ; as in i & twinnie is so gonna rock 12 of december like nobody's buisness. Which Means..... Partayyyyy ! :P Ngekngek * evil laughs * 6 more days and it'll be exactly fourteen years since i started t0 rule and take over December. I bet people would be worshipping me than, as you know Queen of December's :P & also all my other december siblings (; The Royal Family, if you get what i mean. x) Ohoh & Xiang Qi ; please remember to update Perasan Familii punya Friendster. Haha ! im Band star of the month. Yay me xD So, i would like to wish all the december babies now :D

Happy Birthday To All Of Us

May All Our Wishes Come True :D

♥

with plenty of loves.

* im so sorry if i didn't mention your name ;

this are the fews that i remembered and are noted down in my calender :D *

Low Mi Yi ; 6th of December :)
i love you BFF to the very max ; kesiao lover.
i hope you will love the ' T ' me & peksi bought for you.
it cost me a fortune. LOL !

I . HEART . YOU <3

Chew Cheen Chun ; 7th of December (:

SeiHamLou -.- LOL.

i have nothing to say to you. x)

but i do miss laughing my ass off with you though.

Ha . Ha . Ha <3

Patricia Tan ; 9th of December :)

Babe, FREAKING GO LAGOON !!

orelseee....

MUA . Ha . Ha . Ha . Ha <3

Chai Wan Kei ; 14th of December (:

i want to go summer spalsh with you every year.

LOL ! memories (x

i . l . y <3

Lionnel ; 15th of December :)

err. happy birthday !

althought it's been months since we speaked.

L . o . L <3

Louis Tan ; 17th of December (:

i sense a wonderful friendship coming.

stay happy always.

F . r . i . e . n . d . s <3

Loh Wei Minn ; 21th of December :)

11 more dayss ! xD

im glad we're friends & thank god i met you.

L . O . V . E . S <3

Leslei Ong ; 22th of December (:

mekh.

thanks for everything ; LOL !

S . m . i . l . e <3

Sean Ng ; 28th of December :)

appriciate my sayang okayh , love her more than yourself !

if u freaking hurt her or make her cry, i swear i will

kill u, chop u, cook u, eat u, & shit or vomit you out before i get food poisoning =]

anyways, happy birthday !

W. h . e . e <3

last but not least !

Twinnie & i ; 12th of December (:

ily hunn <3

May All Of Us Have An Awsome Fourteen Birthday :P

Okay. Thats all ! So now i shall blog about things that have been going on lately. Only the Major Points would be blogged out. Wont go into much details ; heh ! im lazy as you know.

Wednesday ; 3rd of December.

had band practice in the morning & american theory test in the afternoon. Im so totaly HOPELESS ; there isn't even a chance for me to pass in my dreams. lol (x Anyways, Mummy brought me to Sungai Wang after that. She wanted to go to the Travel Agent thingy, she's bringing us to Hong Kong ! yay me. Im going to China again :P :P We had spare time and it was freaking jam so decided to go shopping. Something uberly funny happened, not gonna mention. Hah ! Mummy bought me loads of clothes. I LOVE YOU ! and also Chanel purse. ♥

i guess thats all for today.

Friday ; 5th of December.

had band practice again as usual. LOL (x Anyways, went Ipoh meet up with pek see after practice. Mummy let me go her house ! yay. Haha. Miracles man xD But she went back first cause i had to take lunch. Chit-chatted with the band sayangs when eating , i think ai chia was pissed with me & munli cause we terlalu bykk secrets ady. Hah ! ily babe. ♥

Couzie last mintue had to over night at my place so she followed me go peksi house too :D I reached around 3 i think. They forced me watch dont know what stupid meaningless ghost movie -.- Make me cant sleep at night. waddaeff ! thanks to lazy ass pig ah pekh also. They kept saying me when watching cause i had a cold and kept sneezing , they said because i hugging the fury pillow. LOL ! Mekh was being a pain in the ass xD he kept making those sound effects.. ;x OMG ~ Around 6 sumthing we went club for swimming. Mekh said he was too scared and afraid to swim so he watched us only. Boo him 99 rite ? memang. Swim swim swim -.- Peksi with the gor after that * wide smile / grins :x * so left me alone at there... LOL ! nothing much. Mummy wanted to leave after that so i went bathe. & said byebye to 'em. Mummy brought us to sunway to have dinner ; sushi * yum yummyy :P :P * wasn't in the mood that time. Have no idea why. :/ Went home and was trying damn hard to enter dreamland. i think i slept for like one hour plus plus only man. Cause i kept sleep & wake up again to see the toilet and door. zz Horror movies gives me the creeps but i absolutely LOVE watching them ! (x

thats all. im lazy to mention so much (x

Saturday ; 6th of December.
BAND AGAIN :) LOL ! was suppose to meet up with Guessku. But failed ; i miss you ): i followed joyce back. Nothing much happened today la. Ohoh ; my OH - SO - PRO daddy went for golf tournement today. He won ! yay him :D he got a phone N 3200 i think. & he gave it to me and mei. Haha ! i love youuuuuu ♥

* T H E - E N D //

Now i go randommmm :P :P

Looking forward to Band Day ! This tuesday ; 9th of December :D We're going lagoon. Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee. Although its not somewhere special but i get to go out with my form ! yay yay yayyyyyy xD i love band ; ah zaii said i BAND SEMANGAT always xD haha.

Err , & also 11th of December. :D i dont think theres gonna be antyhing on my birthday.. LOL (x Didnt really plan. Im damn lazy & tired. Not to mention disliking the answers that are coming from my friends. Skip this* Avoid emo-ness. Heh ~

Ohoh ! at exactly 4.30 am on friday. Mekh claims he became my father. I bet with him over something that i totaly regreted. LOL ! so unfair. he slept right away after 10 mins. Duh -.- And i have idea where the hell he got the thought oh that bet also. LAOMAO xD his giller siao want la. hahahahahahahahaha :P :P

IM GOING TO HONG KONGGGGG !!!! 27th - 31th.
i dont get to celebrate new years eve. i dont think i can make it to any gathering or make any plans for that night ): i'll be totaly worn out when i come back. So i'll guess i'll be celebrating new years eve alone ehy ? ;x & im sorry mekh. LOL ! you wont be lonely de larh, i sure find people teman u. Dont worry xD haha !

OKAY ; THATS ALL. BYE BYE PEOPLES ! IM NOT GOING TO UPDATE TOMORROW.
CAUSE IM LAZYYYYYYYYYYYYY :P :P

* p/s : sorry for the type erros. im lazy to go read and check again la. i just kept typing only. Forgive me more my minor mistakes.

i hate who im gonna be ; neither will you like it.

Forgive me for everything.

even i myself have no idea whats happening to me.

i have no idea exactly how i feel..

Maybe sometimes its better to be alone,

in that way atleast no one will get worried or hurt.

because its my freaking self that is the bloody problem.

so i hope no one cares either.

No one understands ; i know.

cause even i dont understand whats changing everything.

but i know that everything is gonna change.

I dont like the thought of who i'm gonna be in the end.

its not who i am, its not who i wanna be.

its just not me.

Turning emotional just isnt me, but i think it wants me to stay that way.

so all i can do is to sit there do nothing

& JUST LIVE WITH IT.

thats life.

you never have a choice to choose your path.

it just brings you there & all of a sudden ; THE END.

even the way of how you end life is already set.

LIFE'S A NEVER ENDING NIGHTMARE,

your just here to suffer untill the very end.

so im here to make a change for a chance ;

to live it with a smile no matter what happens.

thats who i remembered i was & thats who i wanna be.

THATS ME (:

life's like this. :O

NO PHONE ; NO COMP ; NO UPDATES.

when i have the chance i'll grab every second.

wait fo me will ya ? (: